Ok so I feel really bad to tell you this, and I don't expect you to answer to it, although there's a raw part of me who wants you to answer. It's complicated, everything about this is complicated.
The thing is, I wish I kissed you. Please, don't get me wrong: I am absolutely glad I did not kiss you, and I am absolutely sure this was the right way, especially in light of recent events. But I wish I did. It sucks that I wish it, but it's true. And I'm not even considering whether you'd have kissed me back or not. I just cannot stop thinking about kissing you.
I hope the four of us get to do this thing, so I can have you without damaging anything with him. And I cannot deny that having him around if this happens would be an amazing plus and a great way to finally get this done.
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